I do not sleep
I do not cry
I do not eat
I do not hide
I stand in dark
I stand in cold
I stand in red
I stand alone
I hate these people
I hate my life
I hate the pain
I hate the lies
I do not care
I stand in despair
I hate this lonliness
I will not repair
lizzy smith
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/repair-2/