I'm not so young but not so very old either 
yet, I have walked since dawn 
praying not to distress the hearts of Bees 
along this way to the Ivory Tower 
 
I have heard it said in songs of pious men who 
in your presence are gentle like a lamb  
but in your absence are like a man devouring a wolf 
 
in this stony blackened field 
where on fat long chairs are Owls and Ghosts  
you’ll hope your old bones will still work 
looking all so beautiful so young 
 
but, down to the last best Owl and Ghost 
we live in a Land of Darkness 
where the journey of every young child to the Tower 
is from disappointed Hopes to frustrated Desires 
where they reap no other Fruit but Pain 
and the nearest smile are the tears in their bosom
Padmore Enyonam Agbemabiese
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-nearest-smile-are-these-tears/