To be alone
not with the
crowd
To stand alone
no one to hold
Not to cry over
the silence
not to complain
that everyone
runs away
Hard to be
silent when
your suppost
to be loud
Hard to be
warm when
your sitting
in the freezing
cold
To learn
to be calmly
insane
To have
temptation
and not
take it
I am not
to break hearts
but to do
nothing breaks
mine
Reasons are
wondered
questions
pondered
Acusations
screamed
Hard to
live alone
Hard to love
again
To hide my
love behind
shadows
of broken
pieces of
heart
To be
self content
I must stay
Alone I must be
this is not the
days for love
My act is not
together
My nose is not
clean
Hard to have
that look
again in your
eye
My mask lives
again
Alone I am
again
Self content
I am not
need no pity
I have to do
this on my own
I will love again...
Ian Zeller
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/self-content/