I guess,
You could call this,
A suicide note.
But,
I’ll still be here,
Tomorrow.
I’ll be here,
For as long as
Time allows.
I’m not killing my body
I’m not killing my mind.
I’m still alive.
It’s the me,
That’s inside,
Whose already died.
Rose Preston
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicide-note-14/