The sun is coming up
It's a brand new day
But with all that's happened
I still feel the same way
Sometimes when I think
I start to feel sad
Too much has been said
The whole dream has gone bad
No more of getting old together
No more waking up by your side
All of the dirty things that you said
Only make want to run and hide
There's way too much hurt
To ever return to you
I am the mother of your children
And I deserve that respect too
These things I wish I could say to you
But they will never leave my lips
It wouldn't change a damn thing
Only set you off on a dick trip
Sex with you will never be again
You've forced me way too many times
You should have listened when I said no
There was no reading between the lines
You reminding me of it makes me sick
You made me feel so dirty
This started way back when I was fifteen
Now, goddamn, I'm almost thirty
I'm over all of the bullshit
I'm sick and tired of the lies
I'm over all the 'where've you been's
I'm finished with the 'when and why's
One day I hope you understand
Why these words I'll never say
And why I walked out over a year ago
Things haven't changed from then to today
08/21/2006
Angelique' Rockwell
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/words-i-ll-never-say/
