As it was the reversal of birth 
He wanted to die alone. 
 
To close the eyes 
without life staring back at him. 
That would be too painful 
eclipsing death itself. 
 
He dragged the mirror from 
the bathroom,  
It lined the floor. 
he was jesus with the cross 
willing death. 
 
Resting the mirror agaisnt 
the chair of endless drunken 
slumbers. 
Positioned to face death. 
 
With haste he opened all 
four stuborn packets,  
like a child with his favourite toy,  
and washed them into his 
oblivion, with fake Russian Vodka. 
 
Then layed back,  
dribbling cloudy spit,  
Waiting, watching, willing death 
as Death sat 
watching, waiting willing him.
Not Long Left
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