How much longer until it ends
How many more days can I pretend
That everything is going the way it should
Not sure how much longer I can hold it in
And make it seem like I’m ok
It seems I have no where to go, no where to hide
Everyday it’s as though a piece of me dies
Everything is not alright
As I delve deeper and deeper into my depressive state
I realize how lost I am, and I’m waiting to be saved
When I’m not sure if I even have a savior
Every escape I had has abandoned me it seems
Turned off the vacant sign, pulled in the welcome mat
Where are you? You seem so cold, so distant
And I need you, but you’re gone, I’m alone
Maybe I am what they say
Perhaps I am unworthy of love
I am the psychotic whore they see
And the future I dismissed of me being alone
Is the only reality I deserve, maybe that’s all there is for me
Guarded Heart
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/maybe-it-s-the-only-reality-i-deserve/
