Memories are mint to last 
It’s about the fun we had in the past 
Like running down the street in the rain 
We seem to share the same pain 
Missing you so much each day!  
Now its like we are drifting away 
It’s like your gone 
I don’t sleep I’m up till dawn 
A nightmare that never seems to end 
Now I have to pretend 
Losing the biggest part of my heart 
Now it’s all in tiny parts 
Trying hard not to cry 
The same thing keeps replaying in my head why?  
You’re the reason I held my grip 
Now I’m about to slip 
Wishing we could go back 
My world now is nothing but black 
Life to me is nothing but a test 
I wish I could lay in my bed and rest 
As tears fall and fall 
I wish you could hear me call 
I keep our memories in a frame 
Knowing things will never be the same 
The light in my heart has burned out 
Your name is what I want to shout 
But you will never hear me 
And no one will ever see 
Needing you here 
But you all the way over there 
Some people are just so blind 
Even when you give that one sign 
Staying so very strong 
But in my heart everything feels so wrong
chelsi lewellyn
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/somthing-i-have-to-say/