I too have my fears,  
I've learned to keep unseen. 
Since I have never had a backup crew. 
Or know what it's like,  
To have an older sibling. 
 
I was taught to fight my own battles. 
With a doing of it done. 
And every obstacle I faced,  
From them I did not run. 
Or tell anyone what I did to overcome. 
 
Each step forward I take,  
I've never taken before. 
But I am not afraid to adventure,  
With a curiosity... 
Others may choose with a decision to ignore. 
 
To stumble from the making of mistakes. 
And to recover from heatache I could not fake... 
I thought at one time I was doing alone. 
But with a kept faith many times I've been shown,  
A 'higher power' is more conscious and aware... 
Than I am of my own needs.
Lawrence S. Pertillar
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/more-conscious-and-aware/