When you said you were leaving so many thoughts in my head,  
The days were coming up fast you leaving I dread,  
Knowing from the start, crying I couldn't do,  
Had to hold back and be strong for you,  
All the things I wanted but couldn't say,  
I didn't want you to leave, why couldn't you stay?  
Nothing feels the same without you anymore,  
You would be proud, I didn't cry until behind my bedroom door,  
Without you here things go by so slow,  
Your missed and loved more than you know,  
I wish you the best in your new place,  
Once again that smile is back on your face,  
I still want you right here beside me,  
Your an amazing sister, that's the truth you see,  
All the things I couldn't say 
Things were just to upsetting that day,  
You moving was the worst pain,  
I wanted to hide your ticket so you couldn't get on the plane.
chelsi lewellyn
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/all-the-things-i-couldn-t-say/