I can’t stand this 
I’m falling apart 
I’d try to explain myself 
But wouldn’t know where to start 
 
Life is nothing but a burden 
And what good is that to me 
This was never what 
I imagined life to be 
 
I cry myself to sleep at night 
I hope to never wake 
I dream of giving up it all 
My life is here to take 
 
I want my journey to end 
I wish it never began 
If there ever was a god 
He f***ed up my divine plan 
 
My life is all in pieces 
Back together they never will be 
No one would even bother to try 
So say goodbye to me
Amelie Anonymous
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/never-wanted-this/