My heart is in darkness,
Each and every day.
All is so dreadful,
Nothing goes my way.
I've walked every valley,
Forged every stream.
I keep searching and searching,
But I never find my dream.
I've prayed to God,
Again and again.
But if He has ever heard me,
I cannot remember when.
God has forsaken me,
I will never know why.
Sitting here in loneliness,
No more reason to try.
Now God is my enemy,
To him I will not confide.
My spirit has cast him away,
I'll go to the other side.
Living in hopelessness,
Much despair and dread.
By this very night,
I shall be dead.
No more fighting,
Never again any fear.
I shall not go on,
Another day, month or year.
So to you and everyone,
I say goodbye and farewell
For my soul shall be black,
Soon Burning in hell.
James Greene
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heart-of-darkness-2/
