I watch you kiss him;
holding him like he was me.
I watch you laugh,
a laugh that was once mine.
You walk hand in hand;
each holding a portion of my heart.
As you separate it falls,
torn and discarded.
You told me I was difficult,
you told me I was wrong.
I told you I was myself
and nothing more.
With eyes of daggers
I watch him.
I watch him steal the kisses
that belong to me.
I watch you hold him
with arms that are mine.
I watch you.
My thoughts snap free;
scaring me to reality.
You were never mine,
you belonged to yourself.
You were never an object,
save one.
You were always
the object of my affection.
I watch him
with eyes of envy.
I turn and walk away,
green monster whispering his counsel.
Brian Hinckley
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/eyes-of-envy/
