(Imagination)
thought
about suicide
when sitting all by yourself
in the dark corner of the lunchroom
thought
you would like to die
when leaning over the side of a mountain cliff
with a slight breeze for a lift
thought
death was better
while sitting behind the wheel of your beat up car
after you run off the side of the bridge
your body will no longer be sore
thought
quick and painless
was the easy way out
with your finger on the triger
while the gun was pushed up against the side of your head
thought
life had abandonded you
so while sitting in the bath-tub
seeing the hair blow dryer
so close in reach
you might just outstretch your hand
and grab your drying fate
thought
death was your only choice
so why not grab the knife
and start by cutting off your voice
thought
you were dead
and when you wake up
your completly disappointed
when you thought
you had escaped
have you ever thought about suicide
that life was better off without you
and why should i bother
to live this life all the way through...
Selina Munsey
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/have-you-ever-44/
