Everyday I have to go through some kind of pain or depression
I never got a chance to enjoy my life
I’ve never got the chance to do what I want when I want to
It’s always this I have to do
And that I have to do
Never what I want to do
I never get to say what I want to say to people
Something is always holding me back from telling the truth
And I just hate that
Hate that my life can’t be normal, just like other people
I just hate it
To be honest, sometimes I just wish that I dropp dead
And forget everything that ever happened
And forget everyone that I ever cared about
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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