Everyday is another day I have to pretend.
I have to put on a smile knowing the nightmare wont end.
Everyday is another day I block out the world.
Faking a laugh and hanging with the girls.
Everyday is another day I have to fake a grin.
I have to laugh and act normal but im crying from within.
Everday is another day I scream into my pillow.
Blocking out your face and pretending I dont know.
Everyday is another day you and mom fight.
I go to bed praying that maybe things would turn out right.
Everday I see you at work with her.
And no matter how hard I try I cant block out the world.
'Cause everytime I close my eyes I see youre face.
You always say youre sorry and that everyone makes mistakes.
You always tuck me in and kiss me goodnight.
But yet everytime you go I wish for a diffrent life.
Silence Dogood
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