A new state of mind, all the bad, I left it all behind.  
Memories pounding in my mind, I can't control my heart. 
Ripping through the heart ache, I take positive steps. 
 
A moon so bright, I wish it was tonight. 
Realizing what I have in sight, I am becoming to see the light.  
 
Two months of confusion. Leading to another revelation. 
A determination to find that salvation that she wanted for me. 
Two months of action. Finding appreciation for myself.  
 
A ghost throwing me over mountains, one day at a time 
Smiling with every step I take, my heart remains indebted to her.  
 
Following the path that is laid out ahead of me. 
Never forgetting that promise I made. 
That is one thing that will never fade. 
 
Pushing to be the person that I have always wanted to be.  
Hoping one beautiful day that we'll be free. 
Succession of the greatest degree.  
 
A tiresome time, but never feeling so alive.  
Striving to live, I will survive.
Brett Roberts
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/present-time/