Love to hate or you hate to love
Are you afraid of being left by?
Your love in shadow of seclusion
Or you don’t wish to miss someone
Who has her own life, other than you
Whom you value more than existence
For whom you do have sentiments
Unaware of you is she or pretends to be
Busy somewhere in her own life and love
It’s pathetic you love your love
Instead your love is treated as unwanted
As an illegitimate child, you’re loathed for it
I know how terrible would be the plight
You get hatred by the one you love most
Whom for you pray to god in silence
Bless her with all endless happiness
“You punish me yet never let her feel sad
Her b’ful smiling face makes me always glad”
You’d wish to be dead better than being neglected
By this person whom you always wanted
You get this, and all kinds of sarcasm
Don’t you feel love is adamant
Don’t you feel now kind of fear from love
If not you’re too an insane my dear
Sometimes love guides you to apex
Often it turns a civilized into savage
It’s your choice to be what you want
Believe me it’s like a blessed heavenly package
Whom everyone is not meant to have
Those who get this love get a life
Those don’t have a life lost in strife
then and now always it was same dear
to walk perfectly the edge of razor
Kumud Ranjan
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/love-to-hate-or-hate-to-love/