My heart held captured by snow storms
Surrounded by icicles of different forms
A world of silence and covered by snow
Feelings of peace and serenity I can't let go
Then without much notice you came around
And my world is crumbling and breaking down
You know that I never asked you to melt my icy wall
But you did it anyway and I lost my security and all
Now you are residing right here in my heart
But you dont let me find you from the start
I know that you exist only in my dreams
But I will keep searching for you - it seems
You left me out in the cold and without protection
But you are not real yet - only a vague reflection
Understand that I could become anyone you want me to be
Because you are my savior and only you set me free
Only you broke through layers of debris and time
And I must say that the possibility of us is truly sublime
I long to see your smile and a spark in your eyes
I am so tired of pretense empty compromises and lies
I often think of you and if you could love me
Wishing for a crystal ball to finally find you - you see
You broke through to my heart and opened a wide door
So walk on through already and come to the fore
© 2011
Kristina Louisa Carr
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