In a slow turning I circle 
Viewing the personality 
Behind the movement 
Of years on this earth 
Unknowing my destination  
And who will become 
The one who takes my heart 
Caresses it with hers 
Stimulating hope and fear 
wondering about such need 
where everything is temporary   
And when god is the only 
True fulfillment  
How do I reconcile this life 
As no one wants me 
While I long for and struggle  
In this union with god-woman  
I busy myself hoping 
Both will be revealed 
To my heart.
Rick Elpers
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/with-a-deep-sigh/