lying is a whole lot easier
than admitting i want you to stay
i think you may have found
my answer in the silence
or maybe you know me better
than the lies i spit out
you told me i said that
your kisses are weird
then asked what i meant
i wish i knew too
so i could explain myself
maybe it's because i think
of you as completely odd
in my favorite way of thinking
i wish i knew how
to express my feelings
so the pride i have won't be
drained out of me, but
instead explained to make you see
you're more than everything to me
Sammi Ama
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/don-t-expect-me-to-say-this-out-loud/