I hate love
I want to die now
I have no aspirations
I am alone forever
I envy everyone
I am fed up with life
I have no ability
I am godless
I am not certain god cares
I know no one else does
I do not belong here
I am replaceable
I want to vanish
To the cold oblivion
Where nothing
But my future
Eternity
Of emptiness
Awaits
Rick Elpers
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-love-8/