If only I could talk to you the things I'd say 
And when you'd try to leave I'd  ask you to stay 
My first word would be WHY?  
Why couldn't  you spare his life?  
Why couldn't  you just try?  
It couldn't be that hard to have sympathy for a man who has done nothing wrong 
A man who's supposed to be going home to a baby boy that's growing big and strong 
 
If only I could talk to you the things I'd  say 
I would tell you how I went to bed every night crying 
How I woke up every morning trying 
Trying to go on each day 
Trying not to forget what he'd  say 
 
If only I could talk to you the things I'd  say 
I'd  tell you how you made my uncle a statistic, and no matter how hard we tried we couldn't  fix it. 
I'd  tell you about this very man who taught me how to ride a bike 
A man who truly and dearly loved his life 
 
If only I could talk to you the things I'd say 
The things I'd  say 
The things I'd  say 
And the faces I'd  make  
Had you changed your mind we would've  never remembered that day 
The day of Janurary 15,2010 
The day that was his end 
The day that changed your life and ours, and made me say these very things that I'd  say 
If only I could talk to you the things I'd  say...
Zsa'mine Hopkins
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-i-could-talk-to-you-the-things-i-d-say/