The muse has gone,  
Ever from my sight,  
In my years of loss,  
I thought I would grasp,  
What it is not to have,  
I thought that I would awaken and realize  
Life is pain,  
And yet I seek my muse just the same,  
The muse that escaped me time and time again,  
Slipping though my fingers as if a grains of sand,  
Always taking, leading, and then letting go of my hand. 
Leaving me stranded where I had once began,  
Nothing to show for my years wasted in her pursuit,  
Thus left me, has my youth,  
Wasted and squandered in my muses name,  
When I all I had to realize,  
Muses and poets are the same.
Matthew Moser
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/muses-lost/