My eyes are red and mind is indignant 
And a face I have too much annoyed 
You need not to bother them at all 
It is true that I am angry and vexed 
And that is not with any one of you 
But i am enraged and infuriated with myself 
To lead a life and just to sustain 
I need to go down and to such a low 
From taking bribery to telling lies 
Doing conspiracy and spreading malice 
As if I do not have any human quality 
Nor have I any human value or merit 
I am totally disgusted with myself 
and fed up with this life which wants 
more than the things I can honestly earn 
and manage, a huge pity on me,  
I cannot live a life, just and true,  
without bias and without prejudice 
It is an utter shame that I could not take 
A balanced view over matters till date 
It is too long that I fail to win over 
Fear, favor neither have i control over lust and greed 
My eyes are red and I am really furious 
I shall not let myself to get away this time 
and walk away it off the hook easily
Abdul Wahab
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-shall-not-let-myself-to-get-away-easily/