If I could start over and see myself now,  
Do you think I would feel the same?  
Maybe somehow,  
If I could start over again before I started 
To fight,  
Would I wake up from this nightmare and have 
A goodnight,  
If I could start with talking with my mouth,  
And not with my fist,  
Do you think my enemy would get with this?  
If I could start over and ask myself a question,  
Would I have fought with words or would I have 
Used protection?  
If I could start again and think this through,  
I would   decide the right thing to do. 
If I could start again by walking away,  
Would you think it would have ended this way?  
Fighting sometimes I choose it sometimes,  
I don’t. 
But that does not mean I won’t. 
If I could start all over again,  
Would my life be different?  
Would people think of me in another way?  
If I could start over again will I  
Start with using my brain?  
Could I think more of myself and escape from these chains?  
If I could start over again maybe I would  
Achieve something else,  
But look at me,  
I’m fighting myself,
kaneshia melvin
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-i-could-start-over/