Today I tried.
I didn’t attack,
I didn’t accuse,
I didn’t criticise.
Just, when asked,
Stated my viewpoint.
One sentence I uttered,
About one thing that
Was making me unhappy,
Seeking a compromise.
Today again, I was attacked,
Accused, criticised.
Just for wanting some
Consideration, some
Evidence that I matter.
It’s obvious I don’t.
I serve my purpose well,
Should expect little in return,
Be grateful for small mercies,
And not expect kindness
At a cost to others.
Today I tried.
Probably for the
Last time.
Susan Ash
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/today-i-tried/