I give u my  
mind, heart, and soul 
but wat do i get  
in return 
nothin 
its like u stable me 
in the heart and 
left me to die alone 
i guess thats fine wit me 
now i see the blood running 
down my body 
feels so good  
as I fly my 
black wings turn to red 
from the blood i ped 
dont try to save me now 
its 2 late Im lost 
lost to her as she watches 
over me Im choking 
losin air very sec. 
sliding away 
there goes the light 
pifl black 
sitting alone here in the dark 
no ones home 
come one hit me 
beat me leave me bleed 
away my pain 
let me smokin it out 
of my mind 
Im gone 
a stranger 
not living 
but not death 
u r my heroine 
let me have it all night 
run  
run as fast as i can 
running to nowhere 
were I belong 
shhhhhhh dont make a sound 
dont move I want u here 
when I wake up 
its to late to 
apozilbe that doesnt help 
it doesnt make it go away 
I dont for give u 
I hate u 
u hate me  
go away 
leave me alone 
I want to die alone 
shake up 
turn my world 
upside down 
everything is 
wrong I put 
my heart and 
soul into this  
but no I just 
get stable and 
hurt like always 
my heart is ice cold 
like an ice princess 
u think I have  
no feelings why 
havent u hear 
my screams of pain 
Im yelling for help 
but no one comes  
to save me 
listen to me 
Im trying to tell  
u Im important but 
u will just turn ur  
back on me 
so why 
do I waste my time one u 
Im wasting away 
something is eating me up inside 
ready to explode 
I love u but  
wats happing to me  
say goodbye 
as I fly away 
will we last forever 
we can try
Jazmine Staples
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-messed-up-poem-but-i-put-my-heart-and-soul-into-it/