I cant believe I almost sent it to her...  
fighting the tears that are tryin to come out.. 
I'm fine.  
 
My hand clenches my heart..  
 
I gotta tell you.. 
move on. 
 
but a part of me holdin on so tight it hurts so bad inside..  
tell me to let go..  
 
Tell me you want me out.. 
 
Its all wrong.. you're not mines..  
I not suppose to feel this way.. 
How did I fall so hard for someone that is so far away?  
 
Why arent I willing to just let go.. 
I'm in such a mess that I dont even know. 
 
from the time wake up,  
till the time I sleep.. 
You're the one thats constantly there.. 
on my mind..  
 
as I'm falling apart.
Dislocated Heart
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/falling-apart-27/