Nothing is good about life 
I hate even existing in it 
Smile, no meaning of smile is remaining 
Maybe, I should die soon  
I have said it so many times before 
So, I know nobody believes me 
To prove my honesty I will have to commit the action of death 
Only then I will be understood 
My death will reveal the honesty within me 
Then it all will be decided once and forever 
My death will develop a meaning of being true to oneself 
As then only, my death will be believed to be true 
Nothing is good about life, it is better that I die 
My death has to be.
Rohit Sapra
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-death-11/