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faith toney - Betrayal

2014-11-03 1 Dailymotion

Betrayal

you once stood in my way of happiness
and now im standing as far away as I can
ill be overjoyed when your happy
but you destroyed mine
are you in anyway better than I
to get what you want and deserve
all the pain you once brought to me in my times of grief
that pain surfaces with the feelings of another
don’t you see the pattern
I see the reflection of myself pity as I look in your eyes
you want what you want
yes I see
but why couldn’t you let me
god loves me just as much as you
you have yourself a situation just as I did
but you’re the one getting the fucking chance
you play your games
im so sick of it
all the time you told me I was wrong
I cant be wrong when your doing the same wrong as me
im betrayed by the one I took nothing for granted from
if I made the mistake months ago
you must be self convinced that you making the right choice
you look at me in such a way
you try to lie to me
but I see so clearly through it
I know the game, I played it for the longest time
don’t look at me and tell me that its not the same
cause all I see is you and him
when you use to see me and my guy
the problems vary
but get your head out of the shit you put it into
why cant you see it like I do
your hurting me, AGAIN! !
So im sorry but I hope you hurt yourself
maybe that will awaken you to reality

faith toney

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