So here I am silently
Moonlight peering in
Trapped inside my suffering
In my box again
Thoughts free flowing through my head
Of who I am and where I've been
Try so hard to keep you out
Yet and still I let you in
Shadows from the darkness
Dancing on the walls
Subtle retribution
Echoing throughout it all
My creative well is broken
I'm allowed no reprieve
The silence becomes deafening
And the walls begin to breathe
Searching for absolution
Nothing is all I see
The little insomniac
Ooh, lucky me
The hours tick pass slowly
My head has settled down
My body feels so heavy
Like the bones beneath the ground
Looking at the manuscript
My brain decides to bleed
And sleep comes to welcome me
Until it decides to leave
Kristen Brown
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/paranoia-agent-poetry-in-memoriam/
