There's something but nothing 
there's a thing but what is it?  
there is something that wont go 
what is this thing?  
 
there's something that makes me want to cry 
there's something that makes me want to hide 
there's something that makes me want to scream 
 
what is this thing, is it  
my figures 
my size 
my weight 
my attitude 
or is it just me in general?  
 
you say im a perfect thing, a perfect gift 
but that's a lie because i'm not the perfect thing 
for you, it's that other perfect thing 
 
she makes me want to scream 
she makes me want to cry 
she makes me want to hide 
 
she lowers my confidence because shes better than me 
shes the thing that hides my smile 
because she's that perfect thing that is with you
tristan loveday
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-thing-7/