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I should not dare to leave my friend, 
Because—because if he should die 
While I was gone—and I—too late— 
Should reach the Heart that wanted me— 
 
If I should disappoint the eyes 
That hunted—hunted so—to see— 
And could not bear to shut until 
They "noticed" me—they noticed me— 
 
If I should stab the patient faith 
So sure I'd come—so sure I'd come— 
It listening—listening—went to sleep— 
Telling my tardy name— 
 
My Heart would wish it broke before— 
Since breaking then—since breaking then— 
Were useless as next morning's sun— 
Where midnight frosts—had lain!
Emily Dickinson
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