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I dreaded that first Robin, so, 
But He is mastered, now, 
I'm accustomed to Him grown, 
He hurts a little, though— 
 
I thought If I could only live 
Till that first Shout got by— 
Not all Pianos in the Woods 
Had power to mangle me— 
 
I dared not meet the Daffodils— 
For fear their Yellow Gown 
Would pierce me with a fashion 
So foreign to my own— 
 
I wished the Grass would hurry— 
So—when 'twas time to see— 
He'd be too tall, the tallest one 
Could stretch—to look at me— 
 
I could not bear the Bees should come, 
I wished they'd stay away 
In those dim countries where they go, 
What word had they, for me? 
 
They're here, though; not a creature failed— 
No Blossom stayed away 
In gentle deference to me— 
The Queen of Calvary— 
 
Each one salutes me, as he goes, 
And I, my childish Plumes, 
Lift, in bereaved acknowledgment 
Of their unthinking Drums—
Emily Dickinson
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