Premarital?
she would never claim she's encountered
Alot fo things go through her mind
As she flips through channels
She finally fell in love
scared to share her body abused
Because, past crushes put her body
to sexual use
Even though she wasn't ready
That's why she denies premarital
& at night sh cries so heavily
sees herself as a virgin until
1 she loves takes her virginity
& boys caress her body in ways
that make her feel unpretty
She thinks to herself
she's so confused
always having lesbian fantasies
But a hatred toward females
is the reason she denies her bi-sexuality
she says she's hetero-sexual
because people believe it's right
& because she's greatly affected by
the entire homo & bi-sexual stereotype
But now she's met someone
& she longs for his touch
eager for him to put his manhood inside her
& spread her legs wider
& that moment would be
the loss of her virginity
yet she keeps having these lesbian fantasies
& she knows she likes boys, femmes, and AG's
But what can she do
when people like her hetero
sexual
& the fantasies
won't stop coming
she can tell
teh devil's laughing amused
she sits not knowing what to do
& this girl remains so...
Confused
Ariel Miles
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-5/
