I am sorry.
I told you:
'If ever in need just MSG me.'
You reached out
& I played blind.
My promises I did not mind.
Though I never abused you,
I ignored you.
All u needed was a friend.
Without warning,
I might as well have shot u
in the back of your head.
I am sorry.
All u needed was a friend.
You need someone to embrace you-
Cry with you-
Be real with you-
Someone who'd never steal from u.
I am just an addict.
Pitiful, it's true.
Undeserving.
So undeserving, of a good friend like you.
Sure, I'm full of good intentions-
Though, worthless in all dimensions.
This letter u may never see
So my true feelings you may never know.
Nope. No Rhyming here.
Just absolute sincerity.
But I'm sorry!
Truly!
Honestly!
From the bottom of my heart,
So sorry!
Because you are very dear to me
And I promised to be available
If as a friend u felt in need.
Yet, alone I let u stand.
As I write this
I know alone you remain
Somewhere probably screaming my name.
I'M SO SORRY, Todd!
I TRULY AM!
Stacy Collinsworth
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-sorry-r-i-p-todd/
