My daughter would turn 10 next month… 
I find it hard to believe!  
It seems only yesterday 
That she was born…. 
As my thoughts wander 
Down the memory lane,  
I am transported 
To those restless days 
In the balcony where I sat 
On a low stool 
With swollen feet and a heavy body 
With waves of nausea and anxiety  
Drowning me in the abyss of depression 
Wondering if I was in for a second nightmare 
Much more frightening than the last….  
 
My daughter would complete one decade of her life next month… 
I find it hard to believe!  
It seems only yesterday 
That she was born…. 
As my thoughts wander 
Down the memory lane,  
I am transported 
To those long, peaceful days 
In the balcony where I sat 
On a low stool 
With needles and threads of different colors 
With a pink cloth and an embroidery frame 
With my lips moving in a silent prayer to God 
Wondering if He was going to make my daughter 
As beautiful as the flowers I was embroidering…..
Jasbir Chatterjee
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-of-a-mother/