When I told you that I needed you,  
I didn't mean it, I was telling a lie. 
How could I possibly need someone,  
who would intentionally make me cry. 
 
When I said that you were special,  
again, I was not telling the truth. 
How could you be so f*****g special,  
you're self-centered and have no couth!  
 
When I said that you were everything,  
you guessed it…I was lying yet again. 
I lied to myself as well as to you,  
because I thought you were my friend. 
 
When I asked you not to hurt me again,  
inside, I knew all along that you would. 
You don't think about anyone but you,  
you hurt me because you knew you could.   
 
When I told you I was in love with you,  
I knew better than to give up my pride. 
I knew that you couldn't handle my love,  
so guess what…I can safely say that I lied. 
 
 
 
 
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Shelly Price
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