Tonight I'll stand under the streetlight 
So you can count my tears 
Falling so hard for you 
In sighting each of my fears 
I'll not wipe them away 
I'll just let myself cry 
I won't even try to pull myself together 
As I slowly die inside 
Don't wipe the tears from my cheeks 
Don't tell my its okay 
You don't know how it is 
You've never felt this way 
Try to turn away 
Act like you don't care 
You can any other time 
But this time when you turn, the tears are still there 
This time I won't try 
I'll let the mascara bleed 
Right in the middle of this highway 
I stand for the world to see 
'Look everyone, I'm crying! ' 
My face seems to scream 
This time I won't wipe the tears away 
No matter how it seems 
Pain has made me stronger 
Even though I look like a wreck 
I'll be the most gorgeous mess you've ever laid eyes on 
And the saddest corpse when I dropp dead 
I'll be your most beautiful disaster 
I'll be your worst mistake 
Now I stand in the light 
So you can hear my heart break
Tatianna Rei Moonshadow
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-heart-can-t-get-any-worse/