I want to stop, I really do
But then I always think of you
You who made me want to die
You with your excuses and goodbye
You never knew how much I loved
How after you left I became a dud
You’ll never know how I failed
Or how every night I wailed
All my sorrows and my pain
And for all that what do I gain?
You’re still gone and I’m going along
With this very last so long
I cannot go on this way
Every night and every day
With this little game of life
Full of all this useless strife
So its here on paper I say my farewells
By the time you find it I’ll be just another tale
The girl who died of a broken heart
Just know it was your fault from the very start
Lauren Renee'
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/one-last-note/
