I look to my left....over my shoulder 
I look to my right....behind my back 
Thinking I am safe I venture out 
from the security of my guarded position 
 
located directly behind the imposters  
who have been following me  
for these last few miserable days 
Smelling nothing in the brisk night air 
 
apart from some stale donuts and cold coffee 
left sitting on the uninhabited outside table  
of a closed dinner.... my mind  
empty of all nourishment looks for a Cop 
 
My appetite speaks to me repeatedly 
in words I can understand 'Feed me', it says,  
'My soul is empty and the acid  
is eating away at my ironclad stomach' 
 
I used to have the guts for all this killing 
but of late it has lost a lot of the thrill 
It must be some sort of revelation+
Ted Sheridan
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/baghdad-after-dark/