Life's catastrophe 
Mental apathy 
Feeling empty,  
Lost, and dazed. 
Deep depression 
My regression 
I'm alone,  
Brain in a haze. 
Pain-filled anguish 
Mental languish 
My hopelessness 
Cannot be fazed. 
Evil thoughts 
Satan's taunts 
My mind races,  
Eyes ablaze. 
Empty wrinkles 
Insanity twinkles 
Bi-polarity never 
Fails to amaze. 
Eyes distraught 
Lonely thoughts 
Tears overwhelm 
And eyes are glazed. 
Wicked torment 
So absorbent 
I shrink to nothing 
Beneath your gaze.
Elizabeth Sheaffer
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-within-myself-bi-polarity-comes-knocking/