Have I not the  
right to mad  
 
Those of whom  
dont know  
 
My mind not  
you do know  
 
Rough has my life  
been enough it  
has been so  
 
If I know that then  
how can you hide  
those whom to help  
my life laid aside  
a job you prioritize  
over me  
 
My mother so have I  
has not grown the  
way she would like  
no reason her deams  
upon me so to cast  
it is so  
 
Father figure monster  
I fear can you here  
my words offered  
up to thee  
hear my plea  
it is so  
 
Cannot my real father  
be here not there  
drunk off some where  
to me he is not here  
it is so
Scarlet .....
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