I love you so much and you can't even see,
That every time u look away, it's like sticking a knife into me.
I want you so much,
But you want me so little.
Your so conceited,
And I hate it so much.
But everytime you smile,
My knees give, my hearts melts,
But you dont love you, so why should i stay?
Those pills are too slow,
Just like your desire to love me.
The knife hurts so bad,
And the gun in the drawer is calling.
Maybe you'll read this after i leave,
But i doubt it.
You'll probally laugh.
I'll cock the gun,
Jessica, my friend, i love you,
and boy, i hope you remember me.
I put it in my mouth,
I pull the trigger,
God forgive me.
written by bleeding mascara
Carissa McBride
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-that-i-love-you-3/
