That's what I always manage to do  
with or without you  
I savor the time I spend alone, writing poems in my room  
these simple actions are just a sign that I am pulling away. That's what most assume  
never will I be perfect. Meeting the expectation's of one's 'ideal girl'  
before I change the very person who i am, I will take another bite and hurl  
I have an ED. My arms are covered with scars & fresh new cuts.  
From here on out, I will live for me. Do as I chose. No room to love.  
No ifs ands or buts
neo riddick
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