As may I live
so shall I die
to all is what was
gone forever just because.
Love with an open heart
that does no bleed stabed in the back
left in black.
I loved you and still do
but would not want you 4
what you do
lie cheat and steal
I wish I could sue you
for the thousand and
one wet ones I have let
run down the side of my
face I had never felt so much
shame
for some one I thought I
new. I got screwed
just a random bullet
that shoot through
I could never hate you
for you know not what you do
shallow and thin
you break in the wind
not able to stand on sand
now you love another man
after you promised me everything
you had.
I thought you where all
I am
I was wrong but
I am now strong
better from what you said
I felt a raging hate within
Wanting blood and needing to kill
I went to war just
to settle the score
I killed you a thousand times as you went running
around in my mind but
by the time I came back
you where already fucking married with a
kid in your sack.
Sick and alone
not wanting to go home
my heart ripped from my chest
memory filed in black
a part of me still would
take you back.
For what it was
it will never be
just another lost
fadding old
what was I saying?
Terry halvorson
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/clay-tile/
