its so hard to jump back into the game 
when shes still the main topic on your brain 
you think about her constantly every single day 
a whirlpool of emotions wondering why she didn't stay 
 
if you put everything you have to give into something 
when its gone you simply become nothing 
especially when she goes with no reason 
just seemed to fade away with the season 
 
you have to be yourself for a relationship to be complete 
don't just ride along in the passenger seat 
love her until death and do it in style 
cuz you know its a treat to make a girl smile 
 
even if you do this and be number 1 lover 
she could still walk away and go to another 
and thats when you would want to ask it 
the dreaded 'is it really worth all this' 
 
you ask that question after she left your hand 
in which point and time you can barely stand 
cuz you gave all the love you could possibly show 
and you still become confused and alone 
 
James H May,2008 (c)
James Harding
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-and-alone/