its not easy to walk a mile in my shoes... 
but i will never give up so therefor i will never lose... 
but my mind is haunted by the demons of my past... 
so maybe i should just let go and be free atlast... 
ive had nightmares and homicidal fantasies... 
waking up to a puddle of sweat in my bed sheets... 
why is this happening to me... 
why cant i just be free... 
i always feel like im in midtown at high noon.... 
then i look up and see the stars winking at me hiding behind the moon... 
so i get confused... 
day feels like night and night feels like day.... 
but i found peace with in so i can finally put these feelings at bay....
Joey Habib
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-mile-in-my-shoes-2/