In my shell...
Not knowing my life was gonna become hell
'Don't hurt me! ' were the words I screamed...
As he lashed out his anger beamed
All alone...
In my own zone
Their mocking words peircing my heart, like a sword...
They were not ignored
In my room crying...
I wish I had been dying
Rejection sent me running...
But my newly found love was too cunning
He sent me home
Out of my shell I decided to roam
I spread my wings and hoped to fly
Instead, I fall and cry
Why'd you leave? !
Cuts beneath my sleave...
I no longer want to be here...
Because you're no-where near
Don't you see? ! You've ruined my dreams!
No more happiness... or so it seems
It wasn't right
Even now you fight
When will it stop? !
Buying a knife and some pills from the shop...
I just want it to end
I want our family to be mend
Amy Parkinson
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lifeless-life-2/
